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Holding myself perfectly still ~ a sensual silence,

27 Jan

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… overwhelmed by an array of resonating sensations that are clearly impossible. No one can feel this way. No one!

And yet I was feeling the feelings I was feeling … engulfed in a myriad of sensuality.

All this happening around me. I knew … it must be a dream, It had to be a dream. It made no sense, it was toofile0001229361510 much to be experiencing, I must be in a dream.

Things that can’t happen in real life do happen in dreams. We all know that. In dreams all is real, the fabric of reality weaves in and out and all seems possible. So yes, this is a dream. I can accept that. These incredibly wonderful feelings, I could cry for the love of these sensations spreading joyfully through my body. An enveloping of raw and enticing purity.

Every single one of my senses alive with a kind of tingling. An almost touch of reality except, it is carried onward, much as an echo would, carrying through and repeating itself.

This is not REALITY. These sensations coming alive within me. I am not just aware ~ the very essence of who I am is vibrating and returning these sensations. It is to be feeding both upon my emotions and those of another – at the same time. This urge to taste beyond my taste buds, see beyond my vision, smell beyond my olfactory glands, to touch beyond the caress of harsh and velvet textures and to hear beyond melodic harmony of rhythm, and sound.

The acuteness of sensation spreading through and being perceived by the entirety of my being creating the most incredibly delightful feelings. And yet words do not do this justice for the sensation I experience.

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An intangible emotion has attached itself to my sensual awareness. And along with it comes a tangible physicality. I have fallen in love mesmerized by the exquisite perfection of your first kiss!

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Thank you,

~ Penny

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14 Responses to Holding myself perfectly still ~ a sensual silence,

  1. RoSy

    January 27, 2013 at 7:32 pm

    The feelings of dreams & thoughts can be so real.
    xx :) :) xx

     
    • pennycoho

      January 28, 2013 at 11:17 am

      Yes they can indeed RoSy! :) xox

       
  2. anelephantcant

    January 27, 2013 at 1:47 pm

    AnElephantCant be impolite here
    But he is not convinced this is a dream
    Sometimes don’t you find
    It’s not all in your mind
    And an emotion can be just what it may seem

     
    • pennycoho

      January 28, 2013 at 11:18 am

      Yes, you are right, sometimes it is exactly what you think it is, and that is purely wonderful! :)

       
  3. pennycoho

    January 27, 2013 at 12:17 pm

    True indeed Alastair! :)

     
  4. Roxi St. Clair

    January 27, 2013 at 8:06 am

    One could hope that someday we never wake up….

     
    • pennycoho

      January 27, 2013 at 12:15 pm

      Yeah, that kind of dream, huh Roxi! :)

       
  5. lenwilliamscarver

    January 27, 2013 at 6:34 am

    Hmmmm….WOW is the correct term I believe.

     
    • pennycoho

      January 27, 2013 at 12:15 pm

      Thank you Len, much appreciated my friend! :) xx

       
  6. mj

    January 27, 2013 at 5:27 am

    Wow! Very well expressed, Penny!

     
    • pennycoho

      January 27, 2013 at 12:16 pm

      Thank you very much! :)

       
  7. emmylgant

    January 27, 2013 at 3:30 am

    Welcome to my world Penny…

     
    • pennycoho

      January 27, 2013 at 12:17 pm

      Yes it’s difficult when the emotions scream at you isn’t it. It’s wonderful and not so wonderful at the same time as you try to locate the control bottom! :)

       
  8. Alastair

    January 27, 2013 at 1:45 am

    Amazing what our mind can do to us – or for us – when we are in our dreams. Sometimes they seem so very real as well. Although this type of dream is the kind you wake up from and think “oh :-(

     

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