A creative interpretation through the medium of words viewing man’s struggle to understand man.
All Alone Am I
“Seeking through the blur of today’s truths
blending with yesterdays untruths (well, my interpretation thereof)
I find myself staring out the window
through early morning misty emptiness
sunlight streams through my senses
creating a blistering awareness of being alive …
and worthy? I do not think I know what that word truly means
or in the obtuseness of my current thinking processes
it seems I don’t wish to know.
Yet do I recognize
how lonely am I
midst humanity’s crush
where futility sneaks in to blossom and flourish
in spite of hope.
Hope? Are you out there?
I’ve lost my way and find
my new reality is reminding me that
there is not one single soul caring
(the perception that I may still be of some selfish use for them not withstanding)
about me in this mass of life’s everything-ness.
where I be
why I am
more explicitly …
Who am I and if I am, do I indeed matter – in the whole scheme of things … do I?”
~ Plh, 2016
Sigh, it does seem, on some days that we humans are more confused than not. But I believe we are all seeking our place in the whole mixture of life’s adventure. And then there are those clever little things called “our emotions” likening to a riptide, riding high one moment and pulling you under the next. But I also believe we do, somehow, always manage to #GoOn! And that is a most excellent thing! 🙂 Have a great day and wonderful weekend to come.
With much sincere affection,